Retreat was good. It actually felt like a retreat this time. I had almost no responsibilities (mostly due to the fact that I didn’t know if I could even attend). He knew I needed the rest.
I need more patience with people. I nearly strangled the kid I was working with today. Granted, that only happened in my mind, but I knew we could have been more productive had I been more patient. Without enough sleep (and food, I might add), my anger comes out unabated.
I finally have time to do things for myself. I spent almost 2 hours in the park today. It felt great. Talking to the guys made me more excited, so hopefully I can start it up again. We’ll see how my body feels tomorrow.